marthadamalisyosa

i will be a psychology major in Aquinas University of Legazpi this school year.
i wanted sociology sana, kaso it’s within bicol university but they are not accepting me anymore because i already took more than 50% of the entire unit of my course, and they require a half or lesser.
so, i thought of  taking up psychology. since i cannot be enrolled in BU anymore, i chose AUL than DWCL because my sister lal (who had a masteral in psych. too) is heading a center there in AUL, (called the SIRANGAN) where she counsel abused children and women. i thought i could help her out there, and got to see her and be inspired by her regarding this area.. and i could do something about what feminism had implied to me..a fulfillment in my part.
sad to say, i’m still on my 2nd year there, but they are encouraging me to get advance subjects since i already took minor subjects in BU, pre-requisite of other subjects  they offered.
i’m through with algebra, trigo, gen. and org. chem and physics.
i’m also through with all my P.Es (yehey!) and NSTP (double yehey!) but i have to take THEO (maygass) and a lot of social sciences!.. and of course major subjects of psych. i hope i’ll enjoy as much as i’ll learn.
well, papa and i still didnt talk one-on-one regarding this matter but he’s not expressing any anger, a little dissapointment maybe because he’s expecting me to be graduating this year. but they are still supportive as ever, because we all know i’m still yearning to learn.. not just to graduate.

though i’ve been so down these past weeks and all the tension of this risky decision has made me lose more weight (..yes i’ve been feeling insecure as ever with my anorexic look) i’m trying to be as optimistic as i could.. what’s important for me is that I still believe in myself.. and i just need to eat more heehee.. no need for pep talk anymore =’)